It have been a few months after i had found a job and maybe i shld say that i hv settle down with my job n considered "stable" in my income.
What am i lacking of now?? friendship? relationship? kinship? Can i be greedy???
FriendshipRealised that i might seem to hv alot of friends around me.. But how many do truely remember me and date me out often? Yes, everyone are busy with their life.. I m nt demanding of anything .. maybe need some care n concern i guess.. =D If frens remembered, my birthday wish list this yr was more la kopi with friends. But i realised sometimes my phone can dun ring for a day or a little rings only. YES work are sometimes busy n slack. But replying sms or calls are still alright =D kind of need something to spice up my life abit. It is really "bored" as after work = head home straight away.. seldom going out to relax after work.
RelationshipHMm... Now some friends do said, maybe now u need to find a boyfriend.. Lol.. but imagine everyday go home straight, how to find a boyfriend? Plus.. some guys are really desperate or really are jerks. oops.. Hope nv offend anyone.
I m nt that attactive or pretty, so kind of hard to let someone to fall for me.. =x *no one in my mind*
Dun dare to think too much, let nature take it place. my character n actions are like tat. so who like come forward. =xxxxxx
KinshipI do enjoy the moments with my family now. Although sometimes really sian at home with only my dad at home? Plus he dun chat much... For my kor? sometimes only come quarrel only, nothing much. For xiao di? everyday sch , hang out with friends, gaming at lan shop if nt jiu sleeping.. unless got impt stuff, if nt he also din chat much. But when we went to view of "idea house". The laughters and chatting are great. IT makes me start missing my mum n grandma...
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